its chinese new year day and im blogging so early in the morning. haha. waiting for my mum to prepare some vegetarian dish for breakfast ((: anybody missed me? :p i realised that the difference between spore and msia during cny is that, everywhere is close for the new year here!! as in realli EVERYWHERE!! no restaurants to go, shops are not open. and one thing is for sure, its super duper ultra warm!! lolx. i really cant take the heat la. haha. its like, the only thing we look forward to is when we take the car to visit a relative, cos at least theres airconditioning! haha. oh no, i sound like some spoilt-brat here, complaining and whining. haha. but it seriously is warm :(

i think the 8hrs car ride to malaysia came in handy, i thought about things, my life, friends, studies, everything. i realised im someone without visions or goals and i dunno how to handle situations well. but sometimes i feel its probably the level of uncertaintly i get from the people around, i dunno if whatever one said before still counts today, or if things has changed somehow.. im unsure.. im confused..im lost..

i mean certain things are meant to be said and not left hanging, hoping time can resolve whatever misunderstandings..

i dunno, i believe in karma, that whats goes around comes around. if i dun want to be treated a certain way, then i shouldnt do it to the people around me. so i guess this is my retribution, for creating a cloud of uncertainty for others as well.. :(:(

anyway, will only be back on tuesday, so heres wishing everyone a wonderful chinese new year =)