quite a lot happened last week. there were mixed emotions. devastation, helplessness, hope and a sense of urgency. reality struck me and everything came crashing down.. i tried holding back the tears.. everything was in turmoil to the entent i felt i couldnt see the light ahead..

but im glad that i have thought it through with the help of my friends around me. thank you so much.. hopefully i can now see the light at the end of the tunnel..

moreover its a new week.. so we should all look ahead and think positive.. ((:

Anyway music and lyrics is really a great show..

Way back into love (Music and Lyrics)
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

its the song playing on my blog :p